My mind is racing in the fast lane.
It's been a kinda shitty night...but you are the only ones that know that besides 2 other people that I've talked to so far tonight since my shitty night began....it was a good night until about 10 or so. I don't really feel like disclosing the information, just know that for me it was the start of quite a bit of not so good news. So I decided to calm my mind by looking at some websites and thinking about things besides what was on my mind and I found this entry that will follow by this guy.
Tuesday, Feb. 01, 2005 - 10:27 p.m.

Falling in love.

What is really one life out of about 6 billion? It's nothing really, nothing too dramamtic in the grand scheme of the universe. Your whole life could go by unchronicled, without anyone giving a second thought to the person they just passed walking down the street.

If you're lucky, you find a love, a witness. Some one who will tell you that they will watch, they will care and they will know. They will be the witness to your life. They will notice, and give that elusive second thought that we all desperatly crave.

That one other person out of the mamoth number of 6 billion is the one that matters the most. They make what happens real.

They are your witness.

I think that this is true and it's also a very beautiful way of putting it. Some may say pessimistic but for me and what I'm thinking and feeling right now it's just beautiful.
My mind is racing which means this entry hasn't provided me with what I hoped that it would so I suppose on to the next mind number....yahoo games! I hope you all have a wonderful weekend and a lovely valentine's day. May that special someone be your valentine even if for just that day.
hi-and-byes

Posted at 11:14 p.m.